It's a little odd, laying here in my room for the last time. These past couple of days I've been hit with odd fits of nervousness. While it is not ideal, this has also led me to refrain from eating in fear I might throw it up. I honestly wasn't expecting to feel this way until after I arrived in Japan (the same thing happened when I went study abroad for a couple of weeks one summer). I think part of it comes from the fact that I will be living on my own and very far away from home for a significant amount of time for the first time in my life. And then, almost as suddenly, it goes away leaving behind a slight rumble in my stomach from the lack of food.
I know that I'm going to have a blast, and adjust to my new life soon enough though. I've wanted this kind of experience for a very long time already. It's just slightly annoying to feel this way when in my mind I'm all ready for this adventure. Lol I guess it's a classic case of the heart going against the brain.
Sorry that I don't have much to write about this time. Gonna keep this one on the short side so I can try to get some sleep before my early day tomorrow.
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